Caught in a bad romance

The feeling of....freedom.

It makes you do crazy things.

Like me getting red highlights on impulse.

Sigh,I don't think i look good. :(

So today's my official day of freedom for another 2++ months.

Am i happy?

Well,of course i am. But i don't know,i don't seem so hyped up about the holidays.

I know...I'm off to HK next week.

But i don't want HK,I want America. I want Europe. I want New Zealand.

Come to think of it,I don't think HK's such a bad idea after all.

Prom dress+shoes shopping should be fun i guess.

So many plans...so little time.

Tomorrow: Follow mummy to facial and then meet isa afterwards. Shopping with my girlfriend again after months! Like finally.

Friday: Baking with QH+Belle at my place.

Saturday: Getting my new phoneeee. Hopefully i can go shopping again.

Next week: Hong Kong.

Actually...my schedule doesn't seem that packed. But trust me,it is. And i have absolutely no idea how i'm gonna find my dress that soon.

Going off now. Dead beat.

P.S(Lady Gaga's video for her new song 'Bad Romance':

Enjoy,faithful little monsters. xoxo

I'M BACKKKK!!!!

HELLO WORLD.

GUESS WHAT.

O LEVELS HAS ENDED.

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Okay not really,I still have 2 more papers to go.

BUT STILL!!!

Ah,I feel so liberated,really. This has finally come to an end. After months of torture and an oily T-zone,I AM FINALLY FREE.

I feel like a bird trapped in a cage and then my owner released me,so now I'm flying around the horizon!!

Hahaha okay hyperbole much. But still,i can't w8 for next week.

So these are next week's planzzz:

1) Intense shopping spree.

2) Bake at QH's or @ my place. (Qh,your place is still the best!!!!)

3) Get a dye job.

4) Get my BB Bold.

5) Catch up with friends DUH!!!

And then I'll be away from the 17-21st November. HONG KONG,HERE I COME. (again)

It's okay cuz Aunt Felicia's gonna accompany us. Prom dress shopping here I come!!!

Can't w8 for prom night. Another reason to splurge and feel like a million dollars. :)

Gonna end off here abruptly.

Until then,see you on the 11th. ^^

The worst day of my life is today.

I h8 my results and today is the worst day of my life ever.
I failed my best subjects.

Yes,i freaking did that.
Such a loser I know.

But it's okay,i'm not gonna cry or dwell over my results.
In fact,i'm gonna be unfeeling and emotion-less towards my prelims results.
I cannot let this round affect my momentum. I'm going to study,and i'm going to study real hard from now on.

Mark my words,people. I'm not gonna disappoint myself for my Os.
The worse person to disappoint,I conclude,is yourself. The feeling is just really cutting. Like this spear piercing thru your heart and poking at your arteries and veins.

I'm gonna go off now. I'm @ the computer lab now and i'm going to qing hui's now for a serious study session.

Goodbye and farewell.

Random.

-my failed attempt of trying to look cute.i failed simply because i'm not even cute.-

To trim or not to trim,that is the question.

But if i do trim,i risk having pimples. Which i can't. Ever.
But if i don't trim,i'll have to pin it up and look like a joke.

SIGH.

Being a girl sucks.

P.S (MY NAILS ARE SOOO CHIO! Totally reminds me of the universe and the stars everytime i look at it.)

P.P.S ( O-M-G i just realised my nose is hee-uge! This is a sign that i need rhinoplasty HAHAHA.)

P.P.P.S (This post if for the sake of Qing Hui,so do pardon me if this post is too short for you. Suck it up. (: )

Adios!

My nails. Delicious,no?

FOURTY EIGHT MORE DAYS.

AND SOON ENOUGH,IT'S GONNA BE TOMORROW.

No more slacking and playing around,Fion. This is it. This is your chance to prove your family and your father's proud friends wrong.
This is time to prove yourself wrong. I'm all up for the challenge.

I'm doing this for my dignity and pride. Those who ever did spite me because of my grades,you're going down i promise.
I'm on my way there. On my way to a shiny report card.
And to those of you who ever thought of giving up,DON'T. Well,i didn't give up. I was a sucker in sec two and three but now i'm improving.
I've always believed in the quote "from zero to hero". No kidding.

Did a little math today and i'm revising geography now. If only my dad could have seen me mugging. Well,at least i'm two days free from his nagging.

I'm feeling a little random now so here's my awesome plan post-os :

1: THROW A PARTY. Don't care if it's at home or whatever,but i'm gonna invite everyone i know! (enemies excluded)
2: GO ON A MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR SHOPPING SPREE! I'd be out everyday spending,ohmygod,what if my bank account *gasp* GETS DRAINED?!
3: Gonna get nail extensions. Maybe eyelash too,but i'll see.
4: Sleepover at QH's!!! And hold sleepovers here too.
5: Go prom-night shopping. A REASON TO SPLURGE HALLELUJAH!
6: Get a job. (i'm serious about this)
7: GO ON MULTIPLE VACATIONS!!!!!!!!


Obviously the list is so much more longer,but i don't think i can possibly fit everything into this tiny space. And plus i'll spare your eyes from all my wants.
Hawaii hawaii I WANNA GO TO HAWAII. Gotta beg my dad real hard for this.

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But for now,it's back to natural vegetation.

I know,life's sad. But it's not going to last for long. :)

I don't know what to type here.

PRELIMS ARE OVER.

HOW AWESOME.


Well,i didn't really put in much effort for the prelims,to say the least. I can't believe i studied way harder for mid years and not prelims. But don't worry,it won't be like that for Os. :)

So yesterday seemed to be the longest day of this year. I still don't believe how much happened yesterday. I must continue to live like that. I'll just summarize things up.

Had science mcq first thing in the morn,went pretty well. Then we headed for nic's house,and omgawd how i wish my house was like hers. I sooo need to get a queen-sized bed asap. Slacked and played the american idol and the disney channel thingy on her wii, and i'm a pure pop star! HAHAHA jealous not?!
Headed back to school for practical after like four hours. I know,such a killjoy. Practical was okay,'cept that i lost 3 marks for bio. SIGH how can i mistaken test tube S for T?! SO STUPID. This definitely can't happen for Os or i can go screw myself.

Headed back home after practical with vc. Showered and all and met up with her and isa again at town.
Penin-ed,and omg we saw that freaky indian woman with those eyes. I don't like that place. :( And yes,it's my first time there HAHAHA.
Slacked at far east and met up with isa's friend marco and his other pals. Then went back to ion orchard for somemore shopping.
I totally fell in love with this dress from Topshop. So gonna wear something like that for prom! And we saw sooo many shoes. *drools*
I am so happy with myself. I only spent like 26bux yesterday. Major achievement! YAY TO MORE $$$!!!

I just realised i can paint my nails because there's no school next week.
But...what colour?!?

Black with glitter or a mix of neon yellow or orange?
I still love the glittery black one from Anna Sui though. I'm gonna stock up on nail polish. I want to paint a different colour for each nail LOL!


Gonna end here. Church BBQ with belle and qh tonight. Two of my most favourite people in the world. Can't wait! :) xo

We're drifting apart like a plate tectonic.

Don't ask about the title. Those who knows about knows about it. No questions asked.

So anyway, this week saw me mugging again. Sigh why must my life be so sad?! POA and Lit. were bad,so bad that I can actually laugh at my results when i get them back.
Totally did both papers with one eye closed because i was sooo exhausted. I think i can bid farewell for my A or even B for POA.

On a brighter note,yesterday was productive. Waited for Cherlyn to end her amath paper and then headed to Bishan.
The damn library was so full,so we headed to Bugis instead. Ate lunch and interchanged secrets. :)
Took like an hour or so to find the library, and little did we know that it was just beside the mall. -.-
So yes,we went around in circles looking like lost tourists. Heaved a huge breath of relief when we finally saw the huge glass building.

Even better,the study lounge was packed so we had to find a spot on the floor. Studied a little biology,couldn't concentrate because i was sitting on the floor.
We headed back to the study lounge and thank god it was not as full. Managed to find seats. :)
My phone and ipod totally died on me yesterday. What luck huh. Pfffft next time i shall bring my charger everywhere. LOL.

Fast forward,ate dindin and fetched her home and then i saw myself in front of the computer.
I swear some of the guys in Super Junior are just so wow. Better than Jason Dolley,i'd have to admit. :/
Wow first time i'm listening to asian music and finding asian guys hot. I think there's something wrong with me!

I think i'm getting more and more vulgar nowadays.
I need to find an outlet to vent my anger asap,before i blow my top. xo